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[20 Jan 2005|04:20pm]
wow i havent writtin in this forever haha tahts cuz liek myspace is teh new cool thing haha
1 just dont understand y i love u

i miss you [26 Nov 2004|03:43pm]
[ mood | cold ]

im cold BURRR...no one is rele on i only talked to amanda o. today n thats it lol...i imed kristy but she didnt talk to me i hope shes not mad @ me i havent talked to her for awhile... im @ my dads house this weekend...my comp is like bought to freeze n its being rele gay..

<333 Ash

1 just dont understand y i love u

Happy Thanksgiving!!! [25 Nov 2004|03:11pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

im listening to the eminem CD on AOLmusic.com and i so want this CD its great and my new favorite song is "puke" by eminem it relates to me cuz i wanna puke thinking about someone to lol well if you hear the song you'll get what i mean lol heres my favorite part of this song:

But please don't get me wrong, I'm not bitter or mad
It's not that I still love you, it's not 'cause I want you back
It's just that when I think of you, it makes me wanna
gag-aa-aa-aa-aa-aa-aa-ag
What else can I do, I haven't got a clue
Now I guess I'll just move on, I have no choice but to
But every time I think of you now, I'll I wanna do
Is pu-uu-uu-uu-uu-uu-uke

[Chorus]
You don't know how sick you make me
You make me fuckin' sick to my stomach
Every time I think of you, I puke
You must just not know--whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa
You may not think you do, but you do
Every time I think of you, I puke





well thats all for now Happy Thanksgiving everyone
comment !!!
<333 Ash

just dont understand y i love u

...? [24 Nov 2004|07:55pm]
[ mood | believing in miricales ]

well im ungrounded thank god!!! im really bored though...tomorrow is thanksgiving :-\ then we have no school friday so we have a 4day weekend fun fun...vote ryan andrew moroz for next president cuz if u dunt ull die :)...

<333Ash

just dont understand y i love u

[19 Nov 2004|08:11pm]
[ mood | bored ]

im still grounded from the computer but im @ my g-mas house and my mom is letting me go on :) im realy bored right no and no one is on and my bestest friend danielle reidy called me today and i talked to her and my other bets friend jordan ( the one i have to get a new livestrong braclet) was suppose to call me and he didnt i was very sad :'( tear tear he also better write in his live journal lol well im bored still and no one is on so idk i'll find sumthing to do...later !

<3 ash

i like a few people but im keeping my mouth shut cuz there just little crushes haha

just dont understand y i love u

I HATE HER!!!!! ALOT!!!!!! [22 Oct 2004|04:22pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

OMG!!!!! today started out fine i didnt feel so well and i stayed home from school and slept for like 3 hourse but i feel better now...i heard something good from sabrina and i was happy and laughed really hard when kristy told me how she tried to fly on a broom and she hurt herself and i had to explain to her people couldnt fly...then i went on my s/n n saw sumthing and FLIPED OUT AND GOT EXTREMLY MAD ...cuz someone took something off my profile and thats all im saying and im mad cuz of that nd sumthing else that it sed on it OMG!!! im really reall really pissed right now...OMG!!! i really like "shorty" like alot and i really wanna write sumthing but i cant ughh im soo pissed right now i hope sumthing dunt happened i would say what but i cant ask me and maybe i will tell you sabrina kristy caitlin and beth know but thats all.....wow i cant go by what people say anymore

<l3 ash i <3 him soo much but he couls careless about me HORSES SHOULD DIE !!!!!!!!!!! comment :)

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comment on the entry before!!!! [21 Oct 2004|06:43pm]
Have you ever...
[x] been drunk.
[ ] smoked pot.
[x] kissed a member of the opposite sex.
[x] rode in a taxi.
[x] been dumped.
[x] shoplifted.
[ ] been fired.
[x] been in a fist fight.
[ ] had sex.
[ ] had a threesome - kissing or otherwise
[ ] snuck out of your parent's house.
[ ] been arrested.
[x...wouldnt consider it a stranger much ] made out with a stranger.
[ ] stole something from your job.
[ ] celebrated new years in times square.
[ ] went on a blind date.
[x] lied to a friend.
[ ] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[ ] been to europe.
[x] skipped school
[ ] thrown up from drinking.
[ ] lost your sibling.
[x] played 'clue'
[x] had a sleepover party.
[x] went ice skating.
[ ] dropped x.
[ ] cheated on a bf/gf.
[x] been cheated on.
[ ] had a sweet sixteen.
[ ] had a quincea?era.
[ ] had a car.
[x if pulled out of a drive way counts lol] drove.

Do you...
[ ] have a bf.
[ ] have a gf.
[x] have a crush.
[ ] feel loved.
[x] feel lonely
[ ] feel happy.
[x sometimes neways] hate yourself.
[ ] think youre attractive.
[x] have a dog.
[x] have your own room.
[x...some] listen to rap.
[x] listen to rock.
[ ] listen to soul.
[ ] listen to techno.
[ ] listen to reggae.
[ ] paint your nails.
[x] have more than 1 best friend.
[ ] play an instrument.
[x] have slippers.
[ ] wear boxers.
[x] wear black eyeliner.
[ ] like the color blue.
[ ] like the color yellow.
[ ] cyber.
[x] like to read.
[x] like to write.
[x]have long hair.
[ ] have short hair.
[x] have a cell phone.
[ ] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager.

Are you...
[x...i think i kinda am] ugly.
[x....i dunt rele think so but sure]pretty.
[x] ok.
[x] bored.
[ ] happy.
[huh] bilingual.
[x] white.
[ ] black.
[ ] mexican.
[ ] asian.
[x] short.
[ ] tall.
[ ] grounded.
[ ] sick.
[x] a virgin.
[x..sumtimes] lazy.
[x] single.
[ ] taken.
[ ] looking.
[ x...i rele like someone lol] not looking.
[x] talking to someone.
[x] IMing someone.
[x] scared to die.
[x] tired.
[x] sleepy.
[x] annoyed.
[ ] hungry.
[x] thirsty.
[ ] on the phone.
[ ] in your room.
[x] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[x] in your pjs.
[x] ticklish.
[x] listening to music.
just dont understand y i love u

i juss wanna talk to you my broken heart juss has no use <l3 [21 Oct 2004|06:30pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

im soo upset right now i have been all day...i cried alot today too...im rele stressed out basiclly bout school cuz teachers r so mean its so hard and way to much homework its like takin over my life @ my house wow my parents r mean well only my dad n he made me clean my brothers room like wtf hes gay my moms ok though n like the [erson i like kinda cuz i miss him so much and like him alot and idk why i juss do and i havent had a real smile on my face since i was hanging out w/ him...i neva smile nemore theres like nuthin to b happy bout...well yeah my life sucks iv been through enough pain like seriously why cant sumthing good happened to me for once insted of worse...

<l3 hated, unwanted, used, heartbroken, ME i love you but sooo pointless (yeah everyone noes who i like)

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im nothing without you [19 Oct 2004|03:20pm]
[ mood | frustrated and depressed :'( ]

i havent wrote in this thing for a long time...i hate school i cant take it anymore im so fussterated with so many thing and have too much on my mind...i havent done my homework forever but i have to do it now lol...ok yeah, i miss don a lil wait no alot ok idk whats wrong with me idk its soo weird maybe im just not good enough for him idk anymore it makes me upset thinking about last year though and knowing i will never have him back well life sucks and you cant control peoples mind...ugh right now im gonna look for 5 current event articles cuz im missed 5 n then write them and fix my science note book but have breaks in betwen haha o god im neva gonna finish this...later i have that CCD thing @ 7:oo grr...

<l3 Ash i like you so much but its so pointless

just dont understand y i love u

i have all mixed emtions right now [16 Oct 2004|04:49pm]
[ mood | mix feelings ]

yesturday me sab and danielle r. went to the rink. . .it was soo fun haha. . .don, jordan, n gary were there too. . . it was so much fun but of course like teh last 30mins of it jordan had to start with me and get me all upset. . .life sucks sometimes knowing no matter how much you want something you never will have it. . .god hates me and so does cupid !!! well i went to sabrinas house today it was fun fun lol. . .all for now

<333 Ashleyy
i love someone???
(NOT DON)

5 just dont understand y i love u

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